This time of year has been a lot different this year because of everything that happened these last couple months. It has been really hard for Mac, which has affected me too. It’s her first Christmas without her dad, there for getting her out of the house has been hard. I miss him and I miss her being happy but I know it will come with time.
The last few weeks I have been writing the letters for my book which has been adding to the amount of emotion. I didn’t realize how much I missed Aaron and my little grandma, Christmas has felt odd since my grandma passed but this year it feels a lot different.
I know during the break it wont be as hard because I will have some time to let my brain clear. I am planning on mostly relaxing, starting some new paintings and studying for the English exam.
Cass
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